I woke up today like someone had woken up from a coma; dazed and hit with reality like a sledgehammer to the face. It had been one of those nights where your mind keeps you up spinning with thoughts and the only thing to do to stop them was to just slowly breathe it away. I'm 21 and am so so so young...when I say I have experience with growing up I do, but I have so much more growing up to do and last night I felt like I had a taste of what some bitter nights might be like when I get older. I'm not on here to complain about how bad I have it please do not take it that way. I just want to let those who are reading this know that you are not alone if you've ever felt like I did! With these stressful emotions came a stressful dream. Yeah, I had the weirdest dream last night. In my dream I was driving on route 66 but it looked like the road I take home to go to Price and it was a full moon. The view was beautiful though-red rock shimmering in the moonlight that radiated the colors to turn blue and purple and the sky was dusk with some sunset eaten over by dazzling stars. While I was driving this car next to me pops my tires and starts attacking my car. I don't remember making a big deal out of it! I just pulled over to this mechanic store to fix it and so did the guy who caused the mess! It turns out the mechanic store was my grandma and grandpa's home in Rexburg, but just the living room. I remember feeling so confused, hungry and just overall, weird. I was in the kitchen when music started playing and the mother offered me food and threw it away. (?) But I won't ever forget that view I had of looking out at that magnificent canyon and embracing it's beauty. Be my guest if you will to interpret that dream!
